So at first my title was going to be “The beginning has already happened, the end is already decided, our job is to fill in the blanks” Clearly this was to long so I stuck with the core idea of this blog post. I have really felt the need as of late to make a vlog video outlining my life, what I have done, where I come from, what I do and where I want to go but unfortunately I think this will be a very long video as my mind never sleeps and chances are not many if any at all will even watch it.
I have worked for people, worked for myself, done just about everything you can think of from working in fast food to hosting my own webshow yet as I sit here the biggest thing that weighs on my mind is at 32 years young I still have no idea what I want to do. I would so love to do DRN full time but I also have to be realistic and say the chances of that are slim to none. I was doing it as a business for a while but after looking into many factors decided I would no longer look at it that way. I now just do it for a hobby to take part in my love for the production process as well as reptiles. Its kinda odd when I think about it. As said in the beginning the beginning has already happened, the end is already decided and we must fill in the blanks. That is what I am efforting at this time, filling in the blanks and trying to figure out what to fill them in with. Like I said I have worked for myself and enjoyed it but it always seemed to get old, Maybe I was just in the wrong business I don’t know.
This is the primary reason for the new schedule change. As I explained recently to a good friend and viewer of the show, “At this point I don’t ever plan to quit doing it but I simply need to decide what it is I want to do with my life and then schedule the show around that”
I still however am a little hopeful that DRN may be that something bit again being realistic I have to say its more than likely not. I may still do a “My Life” video but more than likely will pass this post around for a while and see what everyone’s thoughts are on a video like that before dedicating the time to produce it. Ether way I still look forward to a long time of Producing videos and administrating a website for the awesome people of the reptile world.