Even though I did not get much sleep at all last night and the day started out talking doom and gloom with a reptile friend the day actually ended very well. I did so much thinking today and think I came a long way in getting back in focus. I think I found a way to beat the slump I have been in, its not going to be easy though, I think they key is to just stop everything ells I am doing and do what I love. I love filming and love reptiles so I need to dedicate my life to that, Hopefully sooner than later it will start paying off for me.
I have already filmed and or edited 3 videos in the last 24 hours and I am going to keep going. The show will improve, other shows will enter the planning stage tomorrow and more of my life will be on camera via the vlog account. In the end even if this venture is a complete failure I can at least say I failed doing what I love. I ask anyone and everyone to help in this process by passing the word to your friends to watch the show, watch the vlog, use the website. Tell them to tell their friends and lets make this happen.