I have a plain and simple dream, its a dream I have had for as long as I can remember. Dreams are suppose to be easy to figure out but this dream has proven to be the hardest thing I have ever done. The dream I have is to run my own business. I had a snake breeding business that did ok but I went about it the wrong way and really destroyed the hobby for me, I currently own a landscape maintenance and design business which is being clobbered by the economy, DRN started out as a hobby but quickly turned into a business venture which did/is not quite working out. I still have hopes for DRN but I am all mixed up as to whether I should wind it back down to a hobby. I am afraid if I wind it back down it will kill any chance it has to become anything big, or maybe that’s exactly what it needs. I am having a very very hard time keeping the schedule up because of how my work hours keep changing and work itself right now is very iffy. I also started a business a while ago to sell birds, they are another one of my hobbies but trying to breed them has been a lot more difficult than it is suppose to be. Hopefully for my own sanity something will take off very soon. I feel like I am starting to fall off my rocker always trying and trying and not getting ahead with my business ideas. I am sick and tired of putting in all my time working for someone ells and being stuck in the world of the employed, according to my dream I am suppose to be the employer.