I am posting this to several of my websites as well as Facebook and a link on Twitter and Myspace so its hard to word it in a way that will sink with each place but I will try. For those who follow my Vlog they already know the trials and tribulations and decisions I have been contemplating over the past several week. Business, work, family, hobbies exc exc have all come into question. I have a day job that well lets be honest who wants a day job? I also have a business that I just don’t enjoy anymore and a hobby which I enjoy greatly and makes a little money but has the potential to make a lot. I have done a lot of thinking especially the past few days. Finally yesterday I asked myself a question. I have done this and that for 32 years but was any of that what I wanted to do? My answer to my surprise was a big NO! I mean don’t get me wrong getting married, having kids, buying a house were all things I wanted to do and are memories I will never forget and forever be grateful for but the question is in regards to a living. I think I have always don’t what was expected of me to do but not truly what I wanted to do. It is for this reason I have decided to turn the tables 100% My original plan was to phase out the show I have been doing because of the time and expense involved and donate more time to grow my business and make it bigger than anyone could imagine but now in light of new thinking I find if I follow that rout I will still be stuck in not doing what I want to do but rather what I think I am expected to do so I have decided to do the opposite. I am going to phase out the business and grow the show. Even though I am not the most photogenic person in the world I get a great amount of pleasure in the filming and editing/producing process so now not only will I grow the show but immediately start working on other videography projects I have wanted to do for a while now. According to my plan I will not leave my current clients high and dry but rather will start informing them to start looking for someone ells while this transition is in progress. Additionally rather than working on the show and other projects on a hobby schedule I will begin today working on them on a full time schedule. This apparent bad decision may come to a surprise to some while not to others and those who have followed the show for 9 months and have an interest in its content may even find some excitement in it as I do. At the end of the day no matter how good, bad or awkward it sounds I will be doing what I want to do and what I can picture myself doing into the future. Well in order to avoid rambling on to the point I decide not to post this I will end it there and start shooting it out there. Time to go start getting ready for next weekends show WOOHOO.